SOMETHING DIFFICULT TO ME :(

assalamualaikum.. such a long time i'm not update my blog.. now.. i'm here to share with my buddys that i'm not feeling well.. because.. i have a problem that cannot be solve easily.. it is about TRUST.. i cant understand my own mother.. how can i explain to her that i'm not doing any wrong towards her??.. i'm never think to drop her 'water face'.. besides.. she never trust me if i'm telling the truth!! she will trust someone that haven't any relationship with her.. such as 5 YEARS OLD KID.. nonsense.. hmm.. please help me.. how can i make her to trust me?? moreover.. she the one who drop her water face.. she yell at someone that doesn't do any wrong in front of other people (kinda).. i really hope that she can trust me as her own daughter.. it is just fine if she mad at me.. but.. she must see 1st what i'm doing at her back.. i still know what mean by HARAM in ISLAM.. hmm.. very difficult.. :(

*p/s: everyday.. her mood will change and she still my mom.. :') i love her

i realize my mistaken that just both of us (me and .....) meeting at the back in dark.. but we doesn't do anything okay.. he just telling his true heart that he love me and want be my boyfriend.. THATS ALL.. hmm.. i admit that ALLAH see what we done..

i really hope.. that she will forgive me n trust me.. 

p/s: thank you very much to syawaliya (yaya)

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